You & I

Our lunch, 

me, this awesome black pepper beef set meal

Yummy!

Starbucks, study study!

Oh my, this is sinful supper ><

This was amazingly sweet,

I'm glad and lucky to have this guy in my life.

But sometimes, i'm so confused.

Not confused by weather i love him or not, confused about, what we actually quarrel about.

every single time, we quarrel, it's like not a big deals, but always end up bad.

I'm so demoralized. We always happy happy, and life its like roller coster, we like fight like crazy after we sweet talk to each other, my heart pain.

Today, i don't know what he angry about me, it's like weird, i didn't really do anything, but he told me he getting more and more angry. I'm so confused. so i kept quiet.

we sit down, we both kept quiet, never really talk.

after few mins, he left, don't know where he went.i thought he just leave me behind.

that once,

he's back afterwards,asked me weather i walk by myself or want he to send me home, i kept quiet, because he left me there alone, i was sad.

he said forget it and disappear,

that twice,

i walking alone, with fears,

that was really dark out there, many weird people walking, sleeping there. 

and i dont really seems to know the way, i just walking straight.

like i always do.

i walked few meters,he appear again, he send me to the bus stop.

and just left me there,

that third time,

and he's never back, i was wondering will he be back or what, but no, unfortunately,i sit there like a stupid for like one hour.The bus also take forever to come,but i can take this, i talked to myself, and i did it. 

i went home, took a hot bath, try to finishing my 3000 words report, but shits happened! my internet connection failed. 

There's too many problems in one day, 

oh, forgot to mention, there's a landlord problems, which i don't really want to mention it.it's like not really my problems, but i need to think a solution? wtf is that. i'm so pissed and without any ideas.

bad day? no, bad century.

It's too much for a day, within 12 hours.

I'm having headache, but have hard time to sleep.

Falling sick, running nose, sore eyes

Why good things only come once, and once in a while, but bad luck shits always come so many within one time.

I don't get it.

So confused by the life i having now.

Stress,stress out!

need to break, take a break,

i miss holiday. so much!

when's the next holiday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And monday math quiz, i don't really know how to do actually.

god, save me, please.

Love,Keira